Рамаяна: Том 1: Балаканда и Айодхьяканда · Часть 42
Полный четырёхтомник Манматхи Натха Датта, английский, Калькутта, 1891–1894. Все четыре тома конкретного перевода М. Н. Датта: Балаканда, Айодхьяканда, Араньяканда, Кишкиндхаканда, Сундараканда, Юддхаканда и Уттараканда. Полный текст выбранного четырёхтомного издания; это не собрание всех версий Рамаяны.
Все четыре тома конкретного перевода М. Н. Датта: Балаканда, Айодхьяканда, Араньяканда, Кишкиндхаканда, Сундараканда, Юддхаканда и Уттараканда. Полный текст выбранного четырёхтомного издания; это не собрание всех версий Рамаяны.
Project Gutenberg identifies each of the four ebooks as public domain in the USA. Translator Manmatha Nath Dutt lived 1855–1912; historical editions 1891, 1891, 1893, 1894. CRLF normalized to LF, outside whitespace trimmed, complete body split at paragraph boundaries for the reader. No text within the selected body dropped. Полные сведения об издании и лицензия
Hearing Kaikeyi's fell speech, the monarch bewailed for a time, and then
thought,--"Is this a day-dream unto me or has bewilderment befallen my
senses? Is this owing to influence of some evil spirit or has my mind
been affected?" Thinking thus, the king could not arrive at the. origin
of (this phenomenon); and then he swooned away. Then regaining his
senses, he was filled with grief on recollecting Kaikeyi's words; and
pained and woe-begone, like unto a deer at the sight of a tigress, he
fetched a deep sigh, and sat down on the uncover ed ground. Like a
venomous snake confined by power of incantation within a circle, the
lord of men, in indignation exclaimed, "O fie!" And deprived of his
senses by grief, he again swooned away. After a long while, regaining
his senses, he extremely aggrieved, wrathfully, and as if burning in
energy, addressed Kaikeyi, saying,--"Thou cruel one! Thou of vile ways!
Thou destroyer of this race! O wicked woman, what has been done by Rama
unto thee; or what wrong have I done thee? Raghava ever serveth thee as
a mother. Why thou art then bent upon wronging him? It is to bring down
destruction upon myself that through ignorance I brought unto this house
thee like unto a serpent of virulent poison. When all men show their
regard for Rama's virtues, for what transgression shall I forsake my
dear son? I may renounce Kaucalya or Sumitra or the kingdom, or life
itself; but Rama, filled with affection for his father, will I not
renounce. I experience supreme delight on beholding my first-born; and
when I see him not, I lose my senses. The world may exist without the
Sun; and corn without water; but this life doth not exist in this body
without Rama. Do thou then that entertainest unrighteous aims, abandon
this intention of thine. I lay my head at thy feet. Be propitious unto
me. Why dost thou, O sinful one, cherish in thy mind such a frightful
idea? Thou (often) asked me whether I love Bharata or not. Be that which
thou hadst formerly told me in favor of that descendant of Raghu. 'That
blessed one is my eldest son, and the most righteous of them all' even
this, with the view of pleasing me, thou sweet speeched one had said.
Now hearing of the installation of Rama, thou thyself filled with grief,
art making me exceedingly aggrieved. Or in this empty chamber having
been possessed, thou hast come under influence not thy own. And this
signal lawlessness, O exalted lady, has befallen the race of the
Ikshwakus; the cause of which, 0 Thou versed in moral laws, is thy
mental derangement. Thou didst not formerly do unto me aught that was
improper or disagreeable; therefore, O thou of expansive eyes, I cannot
rely upon thee (as sane). Thou didst, O girl, many a time tell me that
Rama was equal unto thee with the high-souled Bharata. Wherefore then, O
bashful one, dost thou like that the illustrious and righteous Rama, O
exalted dame, should reside in the forest for five and nine years? Why
dost thou like that the exceedingly tender Rama with his soul
established in virtue, should dwell in the woods, undergoing terrible
hardship? Why dost thou, O thou of graceful eyes, wish Rama, captivating
all creatures, and engaged in ministering unto thee, to be banished?
Rama verily serveth thee far more than doth Bharata; and I do not find
that Bharata regardeth thee more than Rama. Who will, save that foremost
of men, so devotedly minister unto thee, regard thee, enhance thy
influence, and do thy will. Not one of the many thousands of females and
the innumerable retainers (in the palace), has been able to fasten
reproach upon Rama for real or false misconduct. Soothing all creatures
with a pure heart, that great soul by means of good officers secureth
the affections of the inhabitants of the kingdom. He conquers all the
twice-born ones by gifts; and that hero conquers his superiors by
ministrations; and his enemies by encountering them with the bow. For
certain, in Raghava are truth and charity, and asceticism,and self-
renunciation,and friendship, and purity, and sincerity, and learning,
and the disposition to tend his superiors. How, O respected one, canst
thou ask for this that will bring thee sin, touching Rama endowed with
candour, and energetic like unto a Maharshi, and resembling a celestial?
I do not recollect to have heard Rama, who ever speaks sweet words, to
have used any unpleasant speech to any one; how can I then for thy sake
unfold this disagreeable matter unto the beloved Rama? And what stay
have I save him in whom abide forgtveness,and asceticism and
renunciation, and verity, and righteousness, and gratitude, and harmless
towards all creatures. It behoveth thee, O Kaikeyi, to have pity on me,
aged and on the verge of death, and afflicted with grief, and
distressed, and engaged in lamentations. Whatever can be obtained in
this earth bounded by the ocean I will confer on thee--do thou not bring
about my death. O Kaikeyi, 1 clasp my palms, I fall at thy feet, be thou
the protector of Rama, so that sin may not taint me."
When the terrible Kaikeyi in still more terrible language addressed the
mighty king, who was burning in grief, and bewailing, and deprived of
his senses, and feeling a sensation of whirling, and overwhelmed with
woe, and again and again beseeching for crossing this ocean of sorrow,
saying. "If, O monarch, having conferred the boon,thou repentest
afterwards how, O hero, wilt thou speak of thy righteousness in the
world? When,0 thou versed in duty, the Rajarshis assembled around thee,
shall ask thee regarding this matter, what wilt thou answer? Wilt thou
say, 'by whose favor do I live and who had tended me, unto that Kaikeyi
have I broken my promise?' Surely, O lord of men, thou wilt bring
disgrace unto all the monarchs (of thy line), since having conferred the
boons this very day, thou speakest otherwise. Saivya granted his own
flesh unto the bird in the matter of the hawk and the pigeon.[115] And
Alarka, having granted his eyes (unto a blind Brahmin) attained
excellent state. And the ocean, having bound himself by promise, never
passes beyond his shores. Remembering these old stories render not thy
promise nugatory. O thou of perverted understanding, renouncing
righteousness, and installing Rama in the kingdom, thou wishest ever to
give thyself up to pleasure with Kaucalya. Whether what I have proposed
be righteous or otherwise, whether thou hast promised truly or falsely,
swerve not from thy word. If thou install Raima, this very day drinking
poison, I will surely die before thee. If I for a single day behold
Rama's mother receiving homage rendered with clasped hands, I will
consider death even as welcome, O lord of men, by Bharata's self dear
unto me as my own life, I swear that save the exile of Rama, nothing
shall satisfy me."
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